People I once knew.

While having dinner there were a few things running in my mind.More like a few people actually..not just any people.People i once knew,people whom i used to call 'best friends' or 'close friends',people who were once part of my life.Now I've lost contact with most of those people..the funny thing is,when i finally managed to find or contact one of them back,im treated like i dont exist.Like im just some old memory that that person wants to erase.Nothing we did ,none of the time we had together as friends before mattered.I was just ignored.Well,maybe im wrong..and if i am,then thats a good thing.But i have a big feeling im not. I did my part.tried to say "hi" and asked how's life not but my efforts were in vain i guess.Remember, im talking about people who were once Close to me.Im not referring to like everyone or every friend i once had..besides,its kinda impossible to keep in touch with every single friend u have ok.but im talking about those whom i was close to..And all this just got me thinking the past few days..i guess thats how people are like.And im not blaming it all on everyone else but me..i know i have my weaknesses..sometimes i do not know how to approach a friend i was once so closed to so as time just went by,we went seperate ways,led our own lives,made our new friends..but wats the point even if i do try to make an effort to at least be acquaintance but nothing comes out of it just cos the other party isnt bothered.Its abit..funny tho.How friendship can just change like that sometimes..thru this i learnt that true friendship doesnt fade with time nor distance nor situations..but this also led me to think how many friendships i hold on to today will last..To be honest sometimes,i feel like some are heading in that direction.Dont take offence alright.It may sound like i dun have confidence in friendships but I do.If i dont,would i even hold on to any now?I know that there are some that will last but there are also some that might not.Will history repeat itself again?I dont know.All i know is that it isnt something i can smile about..i guess that when certain things are gone,its gone forever.All i can do now is just hope for the better and trust in one thing that will nvr change : God and His unfailing love. Sorry for the emo post..just reli needed to pour my heart out on this.