Beyond the horizon . . .

Friday 30 March 2007

Friend Test?

After the tagging stuff,this happens to be what alot ppl are doin nowdays so since im pretty free..why not create one? =p

How Well Do You Know Me?

http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/174438

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*Test Results does not necessarily reflect how well u know me as a friend.* =p
Just for fun.Tee hee~

Wednesday 28 March 2007

Finally.. =)

Finally!Ive decided on the course im gonna pursue! Yeah yeah,u might be going "Gosh..FINALLY" hahah.eh,dont blame me la.In case u dont know,im about one of the most indesicive person on the planet...even choosing food and clothes is hard for me at times,whats more my Course helo? Yes now u know how indesicive i can be.So if u cant stand indecisive-ness,stay away from me.Kiddin :) Anyway,yeah...Ive finally decided to do Food Science & Nutrition.haha..actually,this was something that ive thought of doing even since in high school..but my mind as wondering all over the place..I have considered all kinda stuff like biomed,biotech,psychology,H&T,business admin bla bla bla..u get my point rite?Its like i somehow knew that food science was what i wanted to do but i was afraid of missing out on so many other stuffs.Well,its life..u cant have it all..like the poem in form 4 or form 5 literature, ‘The Road Not Taken.’ You have to choose one road,you cant take both..and perhaps u;ll nvr know what or how the other road may be like and u might never get to go down the other road ever..but no matter what,you have to choose.Boy i soo understand that guy in the poem now.hahah..and well yeah,like him who made that decision in the end,so have i.No turning back.Im set on this track.Though i have yet to know where it leads to,but i can take comfort in knowing my dear friend Jesus is with me all the way..The funny thing is,yday at youth and this morning in church,unc raymond and ps alan talked abt blessings and favor of God upon us..haha..an assurance from the Lord?It might just be =) But it sure feels like He;s telling me to just stop worrying and trust Him..after all,im His precious child whom He gave His son to..how much more will He not willingly give all other things?I have dreams..i have hopes that i wanna fulfill and i dont know if i will ever get to fulfill it but as long as I have Him,i still have hope..And isnt it funny sometimes that even in the darkest situation where it seem that all hope is gone,somehow that is still that tiny feeling of hope inside us that hopes for the best even though many times we chose to ignore it?Haha..i know.I felt that alot of times before.Anyway, i have yet to decide where to go...but its only either btwn Inti Nilai or UCSI..if i were to go inti nilai,i would definitely be going overseas for a year but i can still choose to stay or go abroad if i go UCSI.So..see how it goes la.Either way,i would have to stay at nilai or cheras hahah..and im kinda looking fwd to campus life..after all,how often can u get experience campus life?Yeah sure,i might miss my good old bed and yummy home cooked food but i rather gain the experience of staying outside home =D For all those who have been keeping me in prayer,thanks a bunch =)

On fri,i took a day off and went down to subang with wun...i went to taylors to get my SAM certs certified and at the same time,we were suppose to go monash for the supposedly "Food science exhibition" which turn out to be booths of vitagen,peel fresh and the likes.so actually,i did ntg at monash related to uni stuff..But i definitely didnt regret going cos we ended up having...our very own Hardo Gathering!hahaha!Wun and i met up with kavi,kien seng and siaw chien at taylors first and then kavi drove(wOot! :P) us to monash where we met up with the rest of the hardos(namely joe,adrian and luke) and walked at the foyer abit..then we went to the cafeteria(which is pretty huge btw and there are like 100 times more variety there compared to Taylors punya cafeteria) anyway we had stg to eat...and chatted and took a couple of pics.




Then we went back to taylors...and i FINALLY had my bubble tea!!wakaka.joe,adrian,luke,wun and me went to asia club while kien seng,kavi and chien were having classes and i just watched them foos away..then.mr justin eow who was there as well joined them in foos haha.Later on,kavi,kien seng,sean and the rest of us played some dart game and people,dun go near kien seng when he;s throwing darts if u dun wanna get hurt =p but we had lotsa fun..


Hardo Gathering Fooo!



Hm.The picture says it all =p


Smile =D


The ULTIMATE pic of kien seng.The pic that had me in stitches.

it was really great to meet up with the rest after so long..so it was kinda sad when we all had to go home..overall,it was a great though tiring day.could it get better?Finally making the decision and having fun with the hardos..all in a day =)

Not to mention wun and me had fun giggling at somethg(or someone) in the train...


"Rock-a-bye baby on the tree top~" Hehe.Dun kill me guys =p


I seem to be getting pretty tired lately..or perhaps only the past few days...but i was really kinda tired yday and today despite abt 10 hours of sleep on fri nite..anyhow, its been a pretty fun weekend,not to mention vivien;s suprise bday party yday nite..eating peanuts as punishment and hearing ronnie;s "story" Hahah.


I like these doggies ^^Which are vivien's bday pressie btw hahah =p


Talk about cute!!

Signing off for now,take care and have a great week!Last week of work Wooohooo!!

p.s. I actually did this post on sun but thanks to the oh-so-great kecacatan of blogger i saved it and only managed to post it today.What else is new..Someone PLEASE help me.this crazy blogger is gettin on my nerves.

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Tuesday 20 March 2007

Hopes and dreams..

Im back.again.I was actually ady back 2 days ago but i forgot my blogger got some kecacatan so after writing a novel-long post...ok im exxagerating.ANYWAY(mun k style hahahah!) after writing super long and i clicked "Publish"...POOF!My lovely tagbox appeared as my post and my REAL post well...i duno.Got eaten up by it i suppose.Ok forget abt blogger's kecacatan.Well,actually on my previous post(which nvr got posted) i talked quite alot abt something called...****. And no its not a foul word..Its a "lil" stg called..Love :) Anyway..i did some thinking and expressed quite alot abt it on my 'previous' post..Love..well,as u know there are all kinds of love;Godly love,family love,friendship kinda love..romantic love.By God's grace,I know the first 3 and im glad to have it in my life...regarding the latter..to be honest,I dont know how is it really like.To me, that kinda love was never really that important nor did it play a significant role in my life few years back..I was happy enough with my life..Friends seem to be more than enough..but as the years passed..slowly one by one of my gurlfriends seem to have found someone or at least experienced the bliss or pain of being in love.I couldnt help but wonder how is it like..to love a special someone so much..or to feel hurt or pain or to cry or to laugh because of someone..Of course,like most other teenagers back then,i had crushes and infatuations for certain individuals but those arent real..i was just naive back then as most of us were i guess hahah.And dont get me wrong all right?Im not saying its not ok to be single..Theres definitely ntg wrong with it.But if ure in a relationship,then treasure it cos who you have is a gift from God.And for me,i certainly dont think its easy to find someone who loves and accepts you for who you are so I definitely am not impressed with people who fool or play around with love or get into relationships just cause they think that if they dont,they're some kinda weirdo or stg or just cos they're desperate or for watever wrong or selfish reasons. Well i dont know if i'll ever find the right person or experience the pains and joys of being in love but i do know one thing,my future is in His hands amen?And He has His plans and purposes for me..in the end,He's the one who knows wats best for me =) And at least,im still young and there are still years ahead..I still have the chance to love and give,a chance to realize hopes and dreams,an opportunity to bless,encourage,forgive..while others may not have the chance to do so at all..Thanks to mun k,for reminding me this thru her blog =) Its so true..I guess all of us just tend to take things for granted...til it is taken away from us only then we learn to treasure it..

Love stories aside, I went to the edu fair at mid valley on sun..Yes.Edu fair.while most of my friends have already started uni..And there i am still searching for MORE info.I went hoping that the fair would help make things easier for me to decide..but instead,i went back with more headaches and confusion..I guess in the end i was kinda tired and fed up and just said a prayer to the Lord.Im still waiting...I still dare not take that step..Im afraid of making the wrong decision but sooner or later i know i have to choose.Theres just so many things that has been lingering in my mind regarding this,..the same thoughts than run thru my mind again and again..and to be honest,the options i once thought i can eliminate for good its now lingering in my mind again,being considered by the ever-so-indesivice-koala.Its funny though.All these years,God has provided me with so much..with everything and perhaps even more than wat i need..my studies,from primary to college can be said as a miracle,every bit of it was by God's grace..I know never would i have any of those results i have today without His presence in my life.The job i currently have..i didnt even go looking for it,it practically dropped out of nowhere into my hands..And yet at times i still find it so hard to fully surrender my future into His hands,despite knowing how much He's seen me through,despite knowing how faithful He is...Sigh.But im learning..and i hope the time will come when i can truly believe God for every single thing,big or small,hopes and dreams...for then,the word worry wouldnt exist in my dictionary.Teach me Lord to trust in You!I want to..

From next month onwards,the youth group will be split into two:Schooling group and College group..Schooling group still meets in church like usual on sat evenings but the college group will be meeting in different homes each month..more like a cell group..And well,to be honest..i wasnt too happy abt the splitting up..I know im gonna miss going to church on sat evenings which is what ive been doing for the past few years..I know im gonna miss playing for youth services..BUT..i know that there are more important things than all of this.Its not abt wat i feel or want.Though things wont be the same anymore but i guess its just time to move on..Time for the younger ones to rise up and take the lead..Time for us to grow and push forward..And im sure the Lord has wonderful things in store for us amen?!



All that I am, all that i have
I lay them down before You O Lord
All my regrets,all my acclaims
The joy and the pain
Im making them Yours..

Lord I offer my life to You
Everything Ive been through
Use it for Your glory
Lord I offer my days to You
Lifting my praise to You

As a living sacrifice
Lord I offer You my life.

Things in the past,things yet unseen
Wishes and dreams that are yet to come true
All of hopes,all of my plans
My heart and my hands
Are lifted to You..

Lord I offer my life to You
Everything Ive been through
Use it for Your glory
Lord I offer my days to You
Lifting my praise to You
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord i offer You my life..

Sunday 4 March 2007

Im back

...I just typed out my post but crazy gila blogger posted my chatbox instead.ARGH.Ok nvm.I shall just rewrite everything.-.- ok well..sorry for the lack of posts and updates lately...been "busy" watching korean dramas on you tube hahah.managed to watch a record 3 shows.i think i shall take a break for now..anyway,cny this year has been quite a fun affair..better reap of angpaos as well lol.overall it was fun..how fast time flies.I still remember the cny celebration in taylors last year..doesnt seem too long ago.sigh.the years just come and pass..ok before i get emo..well,im plannin to get a new phone in april or may..preferably a flip phone with good camera and music functions..below a budge of rm900 if possible.So,i need recommendations yeah =) u know la.im not that tech savvy and all hah.no pics for this post atm..will get one of the pics we took in my home on cny and post it here later on..klar,i tihnk i shall stop here.ish this blogger.will update my blog another time(not too long i hope haha) till then..take care and have a good week ahead =) TTFN.



Here's the pic i 'promised' hahah.At least this post isnt so dead now.

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